it's over

yeah psc is over. the burden is lifted. bittersweet feeling, i might add. at least it's over. i slaved till 4.30am to do it. yeah, baby. and we didnt finish our presentation and we SO TOTALLY flunked. i know we did.

why did i even bother to do the ppt?

*****, you're such a PAIN. all you do is about YOU. not about the community, but YOURSELF. your such a selfish b*tch i don't even know why i sympathised with you. i don't know why i put up with you. and your selfish self-centered ways. you irk me. what's your friggin problem, woman? go shove a stick up your ass. why must I listen to YOUR problems and you don't even listen to MINE. all you do is whine about YOU. YOURSELF>everything is YOU and YOU and YOU.
you know what? now i know why you're so miserable. because your life is all about YOU. if you were to spare a thought for other people, you might actually find this world a better place.
and you even say you hate b*tches, when you're the greatest one yourself, b*tch.


i don't know i feel so b*tchy. i am not really like this... so critical. i refuse to use VERY vulgar words though. but this is wrong. OH NO. a part of me is deterriorating. i don't know why. i don't seem to recognise myself anymore. i don't know myself anymore.

sometimes i hate myself. i just keep messing up my own life.