hiatus

heh never seemed stop the hiatus right haha because i overshot both broadband and dialup internet connections. haiyah sigh -.-" so i couldnt use internet for a week oh dear.

i am SO SO FREAKING UPSET WITH MY BROTHER. he is so annoying. and my mother too. aiyah why cant i slap him at least once without getting punished. i want to dig his rubbish eyeballs out.

chinese main paper. FAILED. THAT CRAP NEW SYLLABUS. eh. i have NO comment.

yes i cant believe i flunked math. i mean chinese it's... more understandable but FAILING MATH? omg i cant believe it lah. aiyahaiyah. i mean math just not ... the kind of thing i should flunk. i dont fail. even if i do chao badly i only fail chinese and geography (i dont get bearings -.-") but NOT MATH of all things.
so now i am grounded and i cant go for youth camp.

i hate my mum.

i dont get why she has to be so concerned with my attitude, performance and wellbeing. i guess mums have to do that right. but cant she see i DONT WANT THAT CONCERN. not always. why cant you let me rot on my own with my bad results and why must you consistently remind me of my bad working attitude. so what thats my problem then i will suffer next time not you. why bother. my friends dont get punished so why should i. they turn out better and happier. i tell you mum, if you keep doing this one day i'll leave ok.

i am damn angry now. go away.