deterioration

is there such a word: deterioration?

i dont trust my english anymore >.<
it's getting worse and worse and worse.

now i can't help but to punctuate my every sentence with
lah
lor
oi
chey
hor

this is giving me the creeps.

to make matters worse, i am starting to drawl: typically singporean singlishly. i am lazily pronouncing (more like dispronouncing) each word.

and after the whole badly-pronounced sentence, a 'lah' will come.

ARGH> what has become of me?

next thing you know i'll start writing and typing silly like
dis itz reali annoyin n all dat

HAIIYAH (see another singlishy word!)

i shall make a conscious effort to improve and speak properly. hmph.

but a little singlish never hurts anybody lah.