once more...

... i am sitting in the raffles room typing furiously next to joey. haha... do you see a pattern starting to emerge??? xD ...-tuesday, rs, raffles room, blogging next to joey???

i have this ailment called forgetoblogonwhato-phobia. afflicted people like me always forget what they want to blog about. i am saying this because, as you can guess... i have forgotten what i wanted to blog about. >haiii<

OH YEAHH

wo ji de liao

betrayal. (mann... i spelt it as 'betrayel' ... stuupidd) joey was blogging about her wanting to make up with this friend. i had a friend like that too in primary 3. we were great great friends or so i thought. we spent ages together. recess, lunch, free time in between classes...

then i got into gep. i was happy duh. and i thought she'd be happy for me. (well she didnt get in)

she wasn't.

she was bitter about it. she didnt tell me openly. but i could tell. in fact i found out the hard way - i discovered it. she betrayed me. it was ultimate. i couldnt believe it. what kind of person is she?

i never realised that jealousy could act that way. our relationship was broken. so we practically ignored each other all the way to sec1

then she also got into rgs. and we half made friends again. then THAT happened. i guess it was rubbing salt on raw flesh. but now we are ok. we say hi. but our relationship will never be the same again. it can never be.

i'm still sore.

i won't trust people so easily now. goodness i could never tell!