numbness

yeah and THAT came as a shock ): haiyah i've never seen... anyone really. in such a bad state. ehh i felt so helpless. and ahkong was not counted.. he was old mah.. and i was too young to remember anyways.
but really. i dont know. but i believe that God is in control. He'll take care of him alright. i know He will. He must!

"for i know the plans i have for you, says the Lord, they are plans for good and not disaster. to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11

get will soon, dear. i love you.

and farewell. i just cant believe they've gone so soon! ehh i am really stunned. and i'm surprised. shocked.. all those adjectives. mm. now i really dont know. i mean i cant believe i am a senior now. as in i have been one the whole year... but without level up it's different.

i must now practise really extra hard. i really must improve. i cant believe im going to have directs and im supposed to be a good example. and i must make them proud of me i cant let them down. must work hard.

after band break that it (:

and oh yeah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WEEWERTS! (aka Joey)

joey: our missing piece identification absolutely retardedness card... hope they're all still in the cor. hmm.