shred.

yeah. i finally got hold of our paper shredder. and the fun commences. i decided to shred all of my worksheets with john freeman's writing on it. so i did. yeah. ooh. how i relished it. SHREDDED all my writings. well. the not so good ones. i saved my Bassanio writeup though.

yay. i thrive in the world of shakespeare. ok. better than TKMB.

SHRED.

but i kept sec2 worksheets. then next year i'll SHRED them.
i have 2 HUGE bags of ex-worksheets. and i happily shoved them down the chute.

well. not shove. OOF AND UNGH and PUSHED and SQUEEZED them down the chute more like.

my grammar is the badness.

16.

i am 316 next year.


)x like OMGWHATTHEFROGSTHISISSOWRONGEEWEEWEEWIWANTTOSWEAR :X i mean like 316 is WRONG. EXTRA. its SACRILEDGE!!!!

er. i mean.. (: heh.

phooey.

now my christmas card count has upped to.. 2! yay szemin! -hugs-
oh. btw. what i mean is that its.. cards received by SNAILMAIL. yepp.

AND I CANT GO TO CODA! ))))))x OMG. and I HAVE THE TICKET SOMEMORE. SADNESS. WAH. i really looked forward to going lah. T____T see people and pass sm present, support wx. and overall. for the FUN of it. BUT I CANT GOOOO.

T________________________________________________T
big lips are sexxay.

that was completely irrelevant to my rant. oh well.

eating helium is THE COOLNESS.
and i want to see Wallace and Gromit. and Narnia. and X3.


i miss you

yay tamilai!

yay! i got ONE CHRISTMAS CARD THIS YEAR. and it's from tamilai.
haha. note. tami... your name has merged into one word! TAMILAI!

<3 whee!

so sad. ): but at least i got ONE this year! YAY! haha. love you tamilai.

performances

yay~ it's all over! *celebrates* 24th night was the Chinese performance.. thank God. my acting part was ok... if only i speak chinese like that during orals! oral exams and me DO NOT MIX. i get freaking nervous. and my chinese is SO laughable during oral. it's like called.. English-Chinese. the angmoh version of Chinese. hurhur.

(see. i'm EFFECTIVELY bilingual. i speak English and English-Chinese.)

anyway. DANCING! i totally messed up joy to the world lah! the finale was.. funny. ha. but then again it was .. IMPROMPTU! the freelance moves.. once i got up there i was like. O______o. "WHAT TO DOO?!!!"

and same for 25th morning. but i was less at a loss. yay me. 25th. acting was... not as good. i felt that 24th.. we were more NATURAL. (oh no! does that mean that i am really a chinese-speaking person at heart! T___T. NOOOO!) haha. i guess it was the nerves. dancing on the 25th... ok. FUNN.

now on to the... preparation process. EEEHHH. I HATE HAIRSPRAY! CFCs! omg. you know. the stuff the destroys the ozone layer and blahblahblah. anw my hair was like what, DROWNED in it. and the CFCs were like SOAKING into my poor intelligent brain. that is so wrong. plus the hair spray makes my hair so STIFF. it was like a birds nest. GAH.

oh yeah. i wonder if lemons reads blogs. btw, i wonder why lemons invites so many.. comments/questions. haha. ask elizabeth! ask james! haha. oh well. suddenly lemons just. er. withdrew? lemons didnt talk to me at all on sunday which was even MORE WORRYING. a silent pms-ing lemon is SO scary. lemons was like, ignoring us? SCARY! T___T lemons is like a witch lor.

anw.. candlelight christmas service! haha i went early to help do balloons. but there was not point really. the whole hall was dark all the time and all that. haha. THEN WE DID SOMETHING FUN WITH THE LEFTOVER BALLOONS! yay! esther chee was telling us.. so we cut the helium filled balloons open and inhaled ALL the gas. then talked! HAHA. so cool. sounded all funny! it really works. i didnt know it does! yay! *DANCES*

AND OMG MARGARET TENG I LOVE YOU! she bought me a FEEPIT for Christmas! omg. i LOVE you so so much. i feel really bad now. T__T plus i dont know what to get you because you're like, filthy rich! oh but i did give you that roo mirror right? HAHA. remember the significance of it? xD

December 25th

SEASON'S GREETINGS!

haha. wasnt that a nice change. instead of the usual.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

heh. just now was the english performance! yesterday was chinese. i'll blog more on that later. im leaving for evening candlelight service SOON! to help with decor... balloons! ^^

eh. smileys looks WEIRD in impact. (: (x ^^ -.-
hurh.

EEEEH. im on nursery duty tonight! T____T wah. *cries* why did i get involved? oh yes. im reminded. because of my kind and compassionate heart, and my loving disposition, i joined nursery. =___=" right.

T_____________________________________________T
big lips are SEXXAY. haha. xD

SEASON'S GREETINGS! (i dont actually get the logic of this phrase. heh.)
oh well then.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

LEMONS.

wow. its my third post today. i amaze myself. but then again, i always have the urge to post at the oddest times. like now. when im supposed to shut down.

anyway. im not going to bitch about LEMONS. im just here to. complain. HAHA. no difference in a way. well. semi-bitch.

LEMONS. james and bird... haha. formally lemons was known as Vicky. my ingenious idea. but everyone i dont like seems to be called 'Vicky'. haha (sherry!)
anw. LEMONS. is. stunting my artistic growth!
(ok that was grammatically wrong.. 'lemons is'. but in this case, lemons, is a NAME!)

yeah. tomorrow. im scared. well i cant believe I am SCARED of lemons. i feel quite. annoyed. pissed. intimidated. yes! intimidated of all things!

LEMONS worries me.

im scared. im dreading tomorrow. lemons is going to be like what, telling me WHAT TO DO AND NOT TO DO OH ABIGAIL PLEASE LOOK AT THE AUDIENCE WHEN TO TALK EMPHASIZE ON THE WORDS YOU WANT TO BRING OUT OOH LOOK I AM LIKE ARTSY FARTSY AND I HAVE PERFECT ENGLISH THAT IS REALLY A FAKE ACCENT GOING ON THERE BUT YOU THREE TEENS SHOULD LIKE IDOLIZE ME BECAUSE I AM LIKE THE COOLEST AND I CAN ACT LIKE JULIE ANDREWS SO LISTEN TO ME AND DONT GIVE ME THAT FACE ELIZABETH YOU ARE INCORRIGIBLE AND ABIGAIL IS SO TEACHABLE SO LET ME HARRASS HER MORE COME ABIGAIL DO THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT SO THAT YOU CAN PLEASE ME AND I CAN GO TO HOLLYWOOD AND DIE.

well. maybe not too dramatic. but you get the gist.

tomorrow

it's already Christmas Eve! goodness. ok fine. tomorrow is.

if you noticed, im not getting in that festive mood yet though. no yuletide aura swimming round me yet. OH. how SAD.

it just doesnt seem christmas yet to me. hm.

oh but i did get christmas high yesterday. at rehearsal! the ATMOSPHERE. i loved it. no. correction. i LOVE it.

the lights, the space. the ATTITUDE. the people.

it just sets the scene doesnt it.

dont worry. i'll get yuletide high tomorrow. HAHA.

chestnuts roasting on an open fire
jack frost biting at your nose....

i love that song. yay priscilla. xD

i want to bitch now. about *you* and also about LEMONS. haha james and bird. LEMONS! our little secret hurh! *down with lemons*

but i wont contribute to the lack of my festive mood lah. AFTER christmas and when im suffering from 'festiveseason-lag' (you know, like, jet-lag. HAHA.)

HIT ME WITH THE PRESENTS BABY. MY ARMS ARE WIDE OPEN. (and empty too)

let's reflect.

new layout! xD i love it. it may be around for some time. or it may change color. but i like the concept. i realise i love this concept when i saw a somewhat version of it. hmm.

new tagboard! cbox. now sherry, you cant complain you cant tag anymore. i realise cbox is quite reliable. plus the color is nice.

i like spelling 'colour' as 'color'. dont know why.
HAHA. saves ink. -.-"

and you know. let's REFLECT. *mirror* ok lame.
but i was looking back at my past posts. EW. i sound so gross. so immature. eh. well at least now that i realise this, means i must have matured right? haha.

now you guys dont go back and look hor. im so disgusted with my previous posts. and all that. EW.

i should stop my EWing. yes.

oh. maybe i should move. yup. i want to move. ive been entertaining that idea for a while now. but i like some of my older posts. note: SOME.
then again there's the question of "what should i call my new address?"

HM. let's take time to ponder on that, shall we? or rather, shall i. when i move, i'll post. SAD. i like the idea of the WHOLE LONG LIST OF ARCHIVES. hurhur.

DONT GO BACK AND READ THEM HOR.

(oh well. that comment just was an invitation wasnt it. how stupid of me.)

boaz and i outside the jap restaurant. COOLNESS.

papa and i on our balcony! yepp... we were balcony class! woot! feel the FRESH SEABREEZE! xD

mummy and i on our bed! its actually a sofa... and it converts into a tiny creaky bed. haha. xD

SUPERSTAR VIRGO!

superstar VIRGO

ahaha. just came back from the cruise yesterday! or last night, rather. OH GOSH. it was SO SO NICE! ahaha. it was really like a HOTEL. or better. it was like stuffing myself silly for 4 days for 3 meals! *drools*

yep but the boat itself was AWESOME. in size. inside! it was gosh. WONDERFUL! floating palace. (x there were like, how many restaurants? hm. let me list them:
bella vista (western... VERY POSH. strict dress code),
the mediterranean (buffet place. international),
the pavillion (chinese),
grand palazzo (expensive italiano),
samurai restaurant (jap xD),
noble house (another chinese restaurant),
AND some northern indian restaurant i cant remember.

so we were on deck 10! room: 10590. luverly. balcony ok! sea breeze! the air was SO FRESH. plus the tv had DISNEY CHANNEL! but the satellite when bonk the next day. T__T

AND THERE WAS A FREAKING ARCADE LAH. so nice! my brother and i wasted $35 on it! play play play. I ROCK at that shooting game. AND i got the high high highest score for XMEN-STREET FIGHTER! yay! i topped ALL of the guys' scores ok. *boasts* i love my gambit-cammy pair up. they work well together. magneto and chunli are good too. then along came this family and SPOILT the controls. so we wasted 2 WHOLE TOKENS playing after that. didnt work! T___T lousy. stupid kids.

but it was fun. overall. i bought alot of stuff haha. me to my dad "yeah it's very expensive to have a daughter... but it's a small price to pay" xD shoes, dress, shoes, shirt, slippers. haha. yay! oh wait. OH. NO. i have officially migrated to the RANKS of a shopaholic. oh dear. it's mummy's fault! haha.

penang and phuket were fun too. oh yeah. in case i didnt mention the cruise took us to penang then phuket. yepp. oh i got this new term.

aphuketing (say a-POO-ket-ting)

definition: to go to phuket and do stuff there.

haha. LAME. and my brother and i filmed alot of videos and took alot of pics with our CAM! yay! see ive posted some. well the vids were very pointless lame and WULIAO. but still. they are... FUN. yay!

stupid kids.

CHEAT CHAMPION!

yayayayya! FINALLY! I AM CHEAT CHAMPION! *celebrates* yesterday i played till my eyeballs sizzled and my brain fried lah. THEN I WON! rahrah!

later have puppetry practice. STINKS. i really liked puppetry camp last time! everyone was young and FUN. and not overly immature. and pro. they could actually DO puppetry? not play a fool and spoil the puppets? GR.

IPOD NANO

FORGET ZEN! zen stinks. haha. I LOVE IPOD! well. forget the ipod... i dont like it... but IPOD NANO! <3
yeah i want an ipod nano! 1GB should do it... ipod video is nice too... but like, $200 more expensive. hmm.
my mum said that i could ask my grandma for it for my birthday! YAY!

ipod nano. black. 1GB. $328.
MINE.

notebooks!

i LOVE my hp pavilion notebook! it's PRETTY. xD
plus its fast and .. PORTABLE! so whilst im chomping away on my ban mian now, im reading fanfic. haha. if my parents see the situation here, with the notebook in the middle of the dining table, EH. they wont be very happy. but their at evening service so NEVERMIND. yay!

poor thing. my poor brother is sick now. we're like taking turns to fall sick! >< and my throat still aches. like, ouch.

christmas drama preparation is coming along.. ok. hm. was in choir but now in DANCE! quite fun lah. hmhm. i never saw it coming! haha.. not exactly a dance-loving person. but at least im not stiff. ballet helped!
then i had to come up with actions for choir. HM. i have to try and be more... FIRM? hm. as in, get the message across kind of firm.

shut up ming wei. dont give me that look.

haha. YAY. i love dramione! <3

ow

my throat is KILLING me. why am i falling sick? flu after flu in quick succession. i always thought i have a fairly good defense system what. grr. my throat feels as though it has been CUT inside. i HURTS. i cant swallow. just that night i puked out my whole dinner.

TUESDAY WAS FUN. <3
seoul garden is yummy. the food lah. east coast.. rollerblading fun! and the fellowship was good! xDD

FRIENDSTER.

help. it's not loading! like total badnesss. )))):

fever '05

oh yeah. i didnt blog about this. fever! yes we totally like had fever. went so high and giggled so wildly on the bus on the way home. hahaha. elizabeth, seraphine, rachel yeo and me! hurhur. we were being EXTRA LAME. (especially elizabeth and seraphine) and i was laughing so badly. haha.

here are samples of our lameness.
YOU ARE SO COOL ARH. GO FREEZE YOUR SELF.
I AM SO COOL. I AM AN ICEBERG.
MY SCHOOL IS A FRYING PAN. IT IS SO HOT.
IF YOUR SCHOOL IS SO HOT WHY DONT YOU ALL TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES.
YEAH THAT IS SO STYLO JUST LIKE THE MILO I DRINK AT HOME.

yes. and by the end of the night we were all so high and sobbing with laughter. plus everyone thinks my laughter is WHACKED. hurhur. i should record it someday and sell it on ebay then. it's priceless.

yeah anw the serious part. jackie pullinger was the speaker! gosh she is so motivating. her stories are so marvellous. so inspiring. <33. and im sad that im not going to east timor ): i mean i really want to see the land there. and i dont know lah. how to describe the feeling? want to go T_T. mum thinks im not responsible enough. she thinks i'll LOSE MY PASSPORT -.-" oh well then.

new

yay. i <3 this blogskin. aiyah. i have to move the music. its on the wrong div layer. ):

youth camp.

WOO! yay. i loved youth camp! even though i missed section chalet for it... I DONT REGRET AT ALL. youth camp was way better. nanana!

there were 2 games days... the battle of the sexes was fun! hurhur. and ive learnt an important lesson:
never try to dunk a freaking guy with a pail because he will overturn it the other way because he is stronger and you well get dunked instead. hurhur. thats one very luosuo lesson.
the water bombs were fun lah. but it was quite a disaster. didnt really splash anyone properly T___T oh well.
but after the games pet and i splashed like mad around the beach until 5 plus. haha. then dripping all wet and sandy we slopped back to our rooms! fun. and too bad jeremy seaward DIDNT GET DUNKED T__T. tragedy!

games day 2: er? it was weird lah. but quite fun. i didnt realise it wasnt dirty-games day. so i was happily dressed in black and shorts and i got scorched by the sun. erhh. sadness. oh and there were other games too. like the amoeba trilogy. amoeba trilogy = -.-" those 3 games were very... odd. stupid. EW. but fun i guess. oh. and also very injury-inducing. almost killed one group member lor. what was alvin thinking?!

but the sessions were really great. i'm SPECIAL. i'm unique. i'm perfect in God's
eyes! ((: yeah and the worship was great. the atmosphere was great. somehow its always more during youth camp and not edge ehh.. yes so just like pastor miguel said. we have to be MORE SPONTANEOUS! XD

btw it was at costa sands east cost again. jb is mad. he went to buy mice, slip them under girls' bunks and listen to the screams. sadist. poor esther chee -pats- she is SO CUTE. hahaha.


i have to learn to spread my wings. and FLY. solo.


for my eyes only
it's weird isnt it. last time it was YOU who oh well. and now its me. its my turn. but do you still? you confuse me. (like, i am total confusedness). but still you make me happy. and at least we talked. talked somewhat though its insufficient dont you think? and it was so shallow. too superficial. but you are such a *****. and even though you are, i oddly, dont care! sighs. i dont know. i regret. but i really couldnt have done anything the last time could i? i could do now. no wait. i cant. its all up to you. its all up to you now. im waiting. dont disappoint me.