drained

eoys are over but why am i not celebrating?
ehh BLEH. im so drained. stupid koolkids. it's really cool alright, making you work after the eoys.

but there are things in life to look forward to. for one, *************! and also, netball carn! TOMORROW! YEAH!!!
Here's the netball carn team:

Naomi
Chloe
Joelynn
Jiemin
Kimberly
Grace Zhang
Zoe
Margaret
Jacki
Zanny
Pwesshus
Yikai
ME!

yahyahyah! WE GO! WOO! JIAYOUU TWILEVEN! GO GO GO!! WE CAN DO IT!

(do what?) .. get 3rd place at least, ok? YAY!

comic relief

it seems that ive been using 'comic relief' alot these days. well, the phrase itself is a relief -.-" ehh.

want a laugh? GO TO FRIENDSTER? i mean, some people's pics are there to make you laugh lah. alot of act cute (not cute) and act dao (and stupid) pics. ehh, if any of my pics are like that PLEASE TELL ME.

anyways, some pics are very PAINFUL to look at. but at the same time, EXTREMELY FUNNY!

funneh!!! HEH JOEY XD

but seriously, the pics are SO SO FUNNY LAH. and very.. scary to look at. i mean if you happened to be chiobuxia or ms singapore or a SUUPER CUTE PERSON! (like francel!((:) then you are forgiven right?
but for being so narcissistic and taking pictures of yourself with EVERYTHING? i mean, self-esteem is absolutely necessary.. but self-adoration? -.-"

and if you speculate about the pics and the captions, half the time they contradict each other or are obvious lies -.-" ehh... *****? haha. oh and if you speculate more, the pics suggest... sexual harrassment?

XD. funneh.

visit Mohgah's Blog
... it's really funneh. i found it ^^ pun intended.

groan

this week marks the beginning of my premature death and gradual deterrioration.
eh i sound so pessimistic. DIE T_T

what may tomorrow bring?

ehh, just felt poetic. XD. *inspiration explosion*

what may tomorrow bring?

what may tomorrow bring?
hopes and dreams, sorrow and pain?
what may tomorrow bring?
sunshine, wind, clouds or rain?

what may tomorrow bring?
will it be a better day?
what may tomorrow bring?
we only can wait, then we can say.

(c)abigailho2005

hiatus on hiatus

im supposedly on a blogging hiatus, but i am putting the hiatus on a hiatus for this. ah i am in emotional turmoil and i have to lash out.

i really dont know what to do now. like sherry, i have 0 motivation too. right now i dont care. i can fail all my subjects and i dont care. ehh. but consequences will ensure i do well right? wrong. you know what? last week i just felt like taking all my money and leaving. click, just like that. i dont know. i just want to get away from all this. all these assumptions. all these expectations. aiyoh. i just need to stick to myself and be extra selfish and moan to myself and have immense self-pity. but i shouldnt and i cant. i just hope when i reach my limit i dont do something stupid.

and the feeling was .. i dont know. indescribable. you confuse me, you know that?

sterilization

even though im supposed to be on hiatus, i just have to blog about this.

we went to ballot at SPCA for Chance to get sterilised... and we got it! so she got sterilised yesterday. so now she is officially a nun! poor girl. they clipped her ear too. so currently she is moping around the house... recuperating. poor dear.

hiatus

on hiatus

till end of EOYs and Computer Mentorship Program project

debug

ech. this skin has some debugging work to do. but i cant be bothered. anyways it's just temporary lah.

update

oo! see my new skin! yupp. i finally sorted out my html coding and finally got down to creating my own.
WOO! i like this skin ((: but it's kind of temporary lah.
joey thinks it's kinda bimbo. yeah i kind of agree. but let's use a euphemism... it's sweet. yepp.

oh now there is this problem with my email account >< AIYOH. i just cant clear the junk mail. i think it's a bug. ehh. plus the emails are all about "sex growth", "men! make it BIGGER!", "be better in bed" .. you get the drift. sick.
so i have to open them and delete them individually. ew. SO HORRIBLE.

anyways i may be shifting blog address. just sick of this stupid amaranth-dreams rubbish lah. YUCH. ><

during nursery duty one sunday evening, we decided to ... slack off! and take pictures. and the kids LOVED it (see those 2??) here in this pic: 1. Francel is cut off! HAHAHA! 2. I am attempting to look evil but failing. ehh ><

touched TOO

aw joey that's so sweet.
joey wanted steam jug which i had, but she insisted i sold it. so i suggested selling it to her... and she paid me such a nice amt! plus a berry ^^
so nice of you. really (:
plus your blog entry! XD

phone

this week, my handphone died. oh man.. the screen was just... BLANK. ehh and all my contacts and events were stuck in the phone. so heart breaking.

so this morning i tried reviving it and slammed it extra hard! against my cupboard. and voila! the screen went on!

i am like, SO totally magical.